I often wonder what it is about my exterior makeup that leaves people thinking that I am a pillar of strength? A rock, tough as nails, strong and fierce. I am none of those, but quite the opposite. I have many moments in time, where the worry bug sets in, and the unknown over shadows my being, my mind races and my pulse is beating fast. Thoughts of tomorrow, next week and the new year sends me on a bouncing trampoline of worry, fear, doubt, and uncertainty. Being the anal person that I am, not to omit the fact that I tend to internalize shit, and the point that, a power point presentation is always going off in my head like a freaking motion light. Yes, I am human, years ago I learned not to wear my emotions on a lanyard around my neck! I have also learned not everyone is Ford Tough enough to assist you with getting over your issues, help you pull yourself up out of your knee deep ish! So, I become me in the altered sense! I keep my monkeys-issues, and deal with them myself!
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